You're so much more than I remember

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 05:58:14 GMT

I've got to let you go.

Bye LJ :)

It

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 02:53:49 GMT

Sometimes, I have to bang my head on a wall for me to accept that everything about everyone is different. I find myself to be someone who always compares... and I think it's not good for the people around me. It's not fair. And of course, it's not good for me, as well. It makes me doubt my blessings. Sometimes, think less of them, also. I have to accept that everything and everyone I have are special, regardless of the things other people have. No comparisons. At least that's what I realized.

I think what we have is special. :) no comparisons.

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 21:18:35 GMT

:) :) :)

From Fish

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 06:14:46 GMT

Nine Things About Myself:
1. I'm too lazy.
2. I love music :)
3. I LOVE FOOD!
4. I'm insecure about my height and my weight.
5. I don't eat squid or dinuguan or black stuff.
6. I hate drinking. REALLY! Now! I SWEAR!
7. I love my friends and my family. :)
8. Math17 is an elephant on my back.
9. I cant stop listening to "Miss Independent" by NeYo :)

Eight Ways To Win My Heart :
1. Be honest :) about everything.
2. Make an effort to guess what's on my mind, even though I tell you I'm not thinking of anything :)) PSYCHO!
3. Win my friends over. :)
4. You have to eat food with me!
5. Know your priorities.
6. Balance your time well.
7. Be polite. Be a gentleman. :)
8. MUST KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. And me. Kidding.

Seven Things That Cross Your Mind Alot:
1. Math17 tests. ALWAYS! :(
2. Where to eat. Or whether to eat or not. HAHA!
3. What to wear to school the next day. Hi friends, we're all going through the same thing. :))
4. Stuff to do for the week
5. Grades
6. Gas money :(
7. Where my friends are. hahaha

Six Things You Don't Like About Yourself:
1. I HATE that I choose the wrong people to trust.
2. I give others too many chances, even though it's already obvious that I'm just wasting my time on them.
3. My arms are too flabby.
4. I don't like having manicures or pedicures done so I look dirty :(
5. My feet and hands are too small.
6. I always procrastinate, and I end up getting things... not... done. Haha

Five Turn Off’s:
1. Those who dont know how and what to prioritize.
2. Show-offs. Seriously. Keep it to yourself okay.
3. People who just dont know when to quit.
4. People who care too much, even when they don't know you or especially if you don't know them. SERIOUSLY :))
5. This guy in my class. HAHAHA.

Four Turn On’s:
1. Height is might :)
2. Play sports, be active! I dont like bums. Hahaha.
3. If you can be honest with me without holding back, then we're gooood. :)
4. Glasses. :) HAHAHA

Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. :)
2. :))
3. ;)

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Visit all the pretty beaches in the world
2. Graduate - job - family - retirement - death HAHA

One Confession:
1. I want to see all of you tonight :)

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:33:47 GMT

I'm sorry that lately, it's all been about how weird I am, or how bad my PMS is, or how bad my mood swings are... I'm sorry I cant stop blabbing about my insecurities, or just mainly sulk or rant to you about it. Always you.

Well, really, it's all about the first sentence.

=T

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 05:20:36 GMT

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That should be a day's worth of my weird vibes.

Starting now, I will be happy and good vibes. :)

Fat Heart

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 13:24:07 GMT

Say something... :(

Weekend Rants & Raves

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 05:43:13 GMT

Friday
Walk-out day again! It will never stop, huh? Pretty fun. :) I cut PE, Mich cut Eng1 and she, Reg, Migs, Pads and I headed to Enzo's house because he cut Math17 (good boy, Yosh!). HAHA very bad. Ordered YellowCab c/o Enzo (thank you!) and left late for Math. Enzo and Michi = bad forever. :) it's okay guys, you owe it to yourselves to live a little ;) I don't know what to say about my Geol1 test. Cara Gonzalez, I don't know why you thought it was easy :)) Met up with Gab, Mich, Carla, Goose and Anjpoe by the Steps and went to Econ from there. Gab, Mich and I hitched with Enzo and Yosh going to Katipunan to supposedly go to the salon but noo, we got hiya ;) This Tuesday, okay? HAHA. Parked in Ateneo, crossed the bridge to get to Mcdo, went back, got dropped off in Econ, dropped Gab off, Michi and I went home :) we were late for the Dark Knight but it's okay. I LOVED IT. I love you, Heath Ledger, wherever you may be! :)

Why so serious?

Saturday
Watched UP-Ateneo with Enzo, Yosh, Mich and Anton. We all stayed in the UP side (big mistake?) while my dad and Mang Rene watched in the Ateneo side. Okay. We practically wanted to sleep because the first quarter totally gave it away. Alma mater for UP... sheyt. We don't know the song :) hahaha went to GH at night... Pads Migs and Enzo passed for me. Went to Kyla's party (happy birthday to you, your lover and everyone else!) SoberClub's a biz :) we had to leave though, so we headed to Something Fishy in Eastwood ;) hellooo again, Michi. Long time no see :)) had 2 long island pitchers and 2 orders of sisig :) Yay for SaturDAY! :)

Sometimes, I just don't know when and where to stop.
Sorry bout that.

Yeahp, don't worry... I know there's meaning. :)

when I say GOOD, I mean GOOOOOD

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 14:44:35 GMT

I'm supposed to be studying for my geol test tomorrow, but no... thanks to Cara, I'm here... BLAGGING.

I don't exactly know what to write about though... because you know how you want to write about so many things, and you don't know where to start because everything's just been so... good? :) I don't know, maybe that's how I've been feeling lately.

And trust me...

It feels GOOOOOOOOOOD :)

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 10:28:33 GMT

Everyday should be UP boycott day!!! :)

Everyone was everyone's devil's advocate ;)
From Cantina for burritos and drinks, to CoastNet for burgers and drinks, to Drew's for... drinks :) BAD!

Cara, we DUI-ed today for the veryyyy first time! =)) Love thee!

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 16:46:51 GMT

Best weekend so far :)

UP Fight! One Big Fight!
Double victory, baby! :)

Give me more reasons to ~~hate~~ you... Go on, like you always do.
Never, ever change.

+ more reasons to be happy

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:26:36 GMT

1. Yesterday was a GOOOOOD day :)

2. My cut/date with Michi. Lunch in sisig hooray then wicked oreos at flaming wings :) FRIENDS, YOU ALL HAVE TO TRY IT! :)

3. Passing by Gab's house to visit Rehibur, Kyle, Johngan and of course... GAB! HAHA

4. GOING TO AC. PERIOD.

5. PEP TRYOUTS. I missed every single person in Pep. I love the alumnae :) major graduate vibes. Saw Sir Amaya who's proud of Michi for taking Bio :)) The takoyaki balls made me happy too. I've been too hungry lately.

6. Fell asleep for 2 minutes while watching tv. HOORAY!

7. 'Just Like Heaven' on HBO. I'm too much of a cheeseball, yes? NAAAAT. I shouldn't be ;)

8. Stopping by the JMA acquaintance party. :)

9. Cara tried to avoid this puddle by jumping out of the car... but her precious foot with her GLASS SLIPPER (HAHAHA) practically drowned HAHA. Babyjosh. :)

10. Party at Bea's :) MAJORLY FUN! Overflowing with Povedans... We love our newfound friends! :) Took us almost 2 hours to get to katipunan but it's all good. Majorly worth it. I still hate BURGER/ROY -- the reason my nose has a bruise now :( Rides with Reg and Cara have been fun :) I love you two!

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 07:46:40 GMT

I'm feeling alive all over again

There are so many reasons to be happy :)

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:33:18 GMT

1. I can finally pay attention to the Econ11 lectures now! No more sleepy time. :)

2. I FINALLY WENT TO P.E., FRIENDS! Hahaha! Had a lecture on Duckpin Bowling. I love our teacher. He's so animated :) keeps me and Vanie alive. I love his rules -- they're pretty much non-existent. Haha.

3. Math is so kthanksbye but I love Ann, Tip and Louie for being sabaw with me :)

4. Econ11 discussion was funny. Upperclass man + 4 freshmen in one group? Kinda off. But funny. Johngan spelled "clothes" as "CLOTHS". HAHA minus 3982749 votes for you!

5. Geol1 was fun :) had to dance to remember the P, S and L waves. Our teacher's really stern but you get the hang of her. Kay, I just realized I don't know the names of most of my teachers. Hahaha kill me please)

6. Hung out with Enzo and Yosh again after school. Never-ending, HAHA. Ate, talked, watched some tv, chilled... it was fun. :) No Ian Esquivel today though :(

7. Domino's when I got home! Yay for ham and cheese pizza + cheese dip. :)

8. Highlight: My dad has a new baby! It's the weirdest looking car I've ever seen but still... he finds it unusually attractive. I'm kinda loving it too. Hahaha we took it out for a drive and went to my cousin's house. Catching up with my titas and Dinnie is always the best. :) therapy after a looong day. Drove the car going home :) I love seeing my dad happy. He deserves it, beyond words. :)

9. I finally went online today! HAHA

10. Happppphapppphappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 17:05:15 GMT

I'm jealous of the Ateneans and La Sallites... no school tom. :(
I'm jealous of those who can go to AC tomorrow afternoon for Varsity selling. I hate Geol1. :(

Can't believe it's Friday already. Week passed by TOO fast. Monday was spent bonding with blockmates and Hulk in Eastwood ( + the boys swam in Yosh's condo in the Fort) with Michi, Anton, Enzo, Yosh, Migs and Pads. I forgot what happened last Tuesday... hung out with Enzo, Pads and Migs after school. Wednesday was UP's birthday :) Oblation Run which we watched from AFAAAAR! hahaha free cut from 9-12 :) Spent most of the time with Louie, Tip, Mich, Gab, John, Rehi and Cara. Went to Katipunan to EAT (ugh) with Enzo and Yosh. Today was better... 2 classes! Yay :) Spent the afternoon with Yosh and Enzo again. HAHAHA

~~I hate tomorrow!~~ Nevermind, the Secret... the Secret :)

Lifehouse and Panic! At the Disco! Wa-hoo :)

I can't sleep. I slept from 5-10pm today. HAHAHA

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 13:49:15 GMT

When it rains
Will you always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you?
From everything...
You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep til May
You say
That you don't wanna see the sun anymore

Oh, how could you do it? Oh, I never saw it coming

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 06:30:25 GMT

Why going to the beach with friends was a

good idea
The car ride was funny. All of us wanted to watch Hottie and the Nottie in the car, but out of the three times we tried to watch it, EVERYONE fell asleep. Good job, guys :) I love Mang Rene and Ate Lourdes for coming with me. They were dead tired but they still managed to smile and keep checking if all of us were okay. The beach was great -- sunbathing, beach-ing, chilling, sleeping, and the best part? EATING. Hahahaha I love the Babz/Babs :) such true friends who swore to each other that we'd tell one another if we were gaining/losing weight. Youhadtobethere kinda thing :) Pool, playgrounds, sunset with the big rosary, SLR-ing... everything was so much fun. Tboy in Tagaytay for dinner then we headed home.

Break from reality aka SCHOOL TOMORROW.

bad idea
I'm really gonna miss this summer. I loved how we topped it off with a last hurrah thing (thanks Mikkel!:D). I'm gonna miss corefour, fourever, the six, efg, THE BOYS (sorry we can't reveal your barkada's real name here, HAHA)... everyone, everything. The people I've met, the people I've spent so much time with... Hahaha emo :)

Kay. Gonna buy school supplies with Kate now. Eww. :(

Tasting every moment, living it out loud

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 16:58:09 GMT

Wednesday-Thursday love. :)

Yesterday I love Mang Rene because he accompanied me the whole time we were in LTO. I love Gel because I bumped into her there. I love Obet because he helped me get my license >:) sneaky. I HATE THE LTO, PERIOD. I love Mang Rene and Ate Lourdes for getting my license for me. I love Rehi and Michi because we all got haircuts together in GB3. I love Joey because shes an amazing ballerina, INSPIRATION! I love RehiMichiPatAntonJoey&Joey's family because we all ate and got happy, TOO HAPPY :) [surrender na, guys. HAHAHA] I love North Park because they serve really good food. I love night time :)

TodayI love Rehi for being my first passenger. I love kuya Jess because I wore my Days cross while driving. I love Eastwood for having lots of parking spaces. I love Michi because she was such an accommodating host, and she fed us! I love MiggyEnzoPadsYoshEJSoyPJ because they made me laugh soo many times today. I love those in the ORSEM because I missed them and they're living their dreams now. :) I love teriyaki boy because the gyoza, rice, california maki and the iced tea made me happy. I love Cat Ng because we saw her today and she fed us chocolatesss. I love Cat Ng's dad because he didn't get mad that I parked in his space HAHA. I loved the ride going home. I loved my first taste of freedom, too. I love David Cook because his voice and songs are awesome and they make me happy :)

KateeKateChiaraGel and everyone who didn't get to go today, you were definitely missed!!! :)

Suddenly I don't want school to start. =T HAHA i love summer :)

Don'tBeAStranger

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 16:51:56 GMT

Contrary to what you may be thinking now,
you still cross my mind.
I like it when we catch up :)

Please don't think I've forgotten about you?
I haven't.
I won't.
I don't want to.
Trust me :)

Fri, 30 May 2008 03:53:15 GMT

I didn't realize how much I missed my friends until we visited some of them in Taft today. It finally hit me that we will no longer have classes, breaks, lunches or meals together since we'll be a few cities away. I don't mean to sound emo, but it was just so hard... I dunno. I really miss them! :)

It made me think, how the hell will school be for us next week? HAHA it's gonna be so new and all, we seriously don't know what to expect or how to survive. Hmm. We're all looking forward to it though, so it's all good. ;)

EFG was different last night -- laid back, chill, good vibes, talking about teacher mishaps and blunders like "FOURTH YEAAAAAAAAR! AKIN NA YANG MGA COLORING BOOK NYO, MGA RRRRRUBIKS CUBES... AKALA NYO GALIT NA KO? HINDEEEEEE!" sorry, winner. :) it was so much fun, I wish we could all have more nights like that. Haha

Summer's coming to a close:( I'll miss you, summer, summerbuds, summervibes :)

Fri, 16 May 2008 17:18:25 GMT

This will be the last about you, and I hope you get to read it.

Never have I imagined being and getting hurt in any other way. Never did I think that you, of all people, would be the one to do all those that you did. You, of all people, who know what I'm going through in school, at home, everywhere, I never thought you'd be the one who'd want to see me break like this. I never thought you'd enjoy seeing my face pushed to the ground. I've hit rock bottom.

However, I was in for a rude awakening. And to make things worse, I knew it was coming.

I know I tried. I tried to prove to myself that yes, you were worth it - the effort, the time, the concern. I tried to restore whatever was left of this friendship. I tried to reach out, get whatever I can get from you. Anything.

I'm very much aware of what you're trying to do. There's absolutely no doubt about it. Everything you think I didn't hear, everything you think I didn't see, everything you think I don't know about, ironically, I know. I'm thankful you don't know how it feels. I'm happy you have no idea what it's like. The pain? It's honestly not something I'd wish upon my worst enemies.

Not even you.

It's funny how I still call you my friend. Yup, no quotation marks. Like she said, it's unbelievable how I've been able to deal with it since what, 3rd year? 4th year? Bora? Those hate messages? Nasty comments? Thinking about it, I myself can't believe how I was able to make my way through even with all of that.

I don't know what you're getting out of this. Tell me?

I hate the thought of quitting or giving up, but seeing how this little effort would lead to nowhere, I guess it's about time to just do so.

I don't hate you. I have no plans of getting back at you, or making you feel the way you made me feel, whatsoever. Sadly, there's just so much I can take and I just know that I can't take it anymore. I can't take you anymore.

Good luck in everything, bud. See you soon.

Fri, 09 May 2008 03:35:26 GMT

Eyecandyyy is fun :)

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:04:42 GMT

Gianna and Melab, take me to the spot please. :)

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 14:29:17 GMT

By the way "keep in toUch" doesn't really live up to its purpose, to thiNk I tried, it's deFinitely a one-way street.
And like what they all say, It takes two to tango.

So, wheRe to now?

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 14:50:43 GMT

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely

David Cook makes me cry. HAHA